Who the cuss do you think you are?

This week has been full of excitement. I am no longer a brunett, I am a blonde! So far, I've had the same amount of fun that I did when I was a brunett, so that saying is full of lies. Ok so maybe my week hasn't been that exciting, but it was fun, nonetheless. I was able to beautify a couple people, and I still have a couple people to get to. I love what I do. People deserve to feel good about themselves and I hope that I can provide that service for a long time. Self image is a big this for me, and I may sometimes see myself in a bad way sometimes, but we all have our days right? So from here on out this is my challenge to myself, always walk with confidence and self assurance that I am a beautiful strong, young woman and I will always strive to be better, but I'll be happy with who I am, even if I've only gone on one date in my life...not including the one where I asked HIM to winterball, but if you do then my grand total is 2. That's right, 2. But if you know anything about the legitimate date, then you know I deserve a redo. But I am in a good state of mind right now, and I cannot believe that I am where I am in life, and that I still have a long life to live. I hope and pray that the Lord is with my readers always and that He is blessing your lives as much as He has blessed me. Life is continually changing and I am continually learning and looking for a new adventure. Readers, please know who you are, and where you are going in life. This is crucial since I spent the past couple months just floating, and waiting for some direction. I know how its feels to just be there not knowing, not sure, and just feeling helpless. Its a hard place to be in, and I know that if you put your trust in the Lord he will always be there for you. I know this blog has been kinda scattered and all over the place, but I just had a lot on my mind and it helps me to decipher what I need to do, when I at least try to help others. Blogging is awesome. Do it sometime. It helps.
Hearts and Smiles,
Shelby Jane

The Ice Storm

So all of us here in new mexico are freezing are nay-nays off and its all because of this freakin cold front. I mean come on! We were colder then New York today! Unfair? Umm...I think YES!

Here I am, this poor little me, trying to stay warm, and getting dressed like I'm going to hike on Mt. Everest, and then what ends up happening? I take it off ten minutes later when I get to my destination. So I am wondering, 'How the heck do people in Alaska, Canada, or even in Colorado put up with this. Its insane.' I may have wanted to live in Colorado before, but that is just out of the question now. Completely. So I ask you, to those of you who care, why put up with it. why haven't we all moved to Florida, Hawaii, or better yet, the Bahamas? Everyone knows that the warmer and sunnier, the better.

This crazy number of -9 is ridiculous and I am so done with it. Would the good ol' Neuvo Mexico please come back?! I beg of you. I want the sun that actually produces heat, and not the one that taunts me with it looking warm and it actually being freezing cold.

Home and where I'm going with the lessons it taught me

So I know we have our profiles and what have you, but I thought it would be nice for you all to know me from a "biography," so to speak.

Oklahoma city, Oklahoma. June 9, 1990. Mercy Hospital. I was born at 5:something in the afternoon. I lived there for a little bit but moved to Utah to live with the G-parents for a while in their basement. If you're wondering if I snuck up to their room during family prayers, you're right. Their blue and purple comforter was too appealling. But from this lovely home we moved to the Land of "Enchantment," the desert isn't my first choice in real estate. We lived in a rental home for a little while and from there moved to the place we've called home for about 13 years. Its a little crazy, but this home is where my heart is and where it will always be. So in this home, I've gone through elementary school, middle school, high school, and college. Its crazy to think that I am at the point in my life where I am ready to move out and find my own life. this home and the memories made in it have made me who I am. I have grown the love this Enchanted Land and have made it a place that will always stay in my heart.

So I am embarking on a new adventure to the beautiful state of New Hampshire. I hope to create many lasting memories and learn about how I want to be when I have a family. I really hope that I can be of service to my family and I hope that I can also find what I need to do in my life. At this point I am so confused and lost, but this adventure, I feel, is a light at the end of the tunnel. It is the one thing I needed and I hope that I can find the answer I am looking for. This blog might just be for me as a way to get all my feelings out, or it might serve as a diary of sorts, but I hope when I come back I will have found what it is I am looking for.

I hope this wasn't a bore, but this is me. I know I might be hard to understand at times, my family will be the first to agree with this, but I hope this will help you better grasp who I really am and what I really want out of life.

So without further a'due...MY LIFE.